2nd Year Anniversary
Hey all
Today is a special post as it marks this blogs second anniversary
when I created it. It was an experiment for myself at that time as well as other things. I was Bi-Gender 6 months into my journey, which by this time I
had done loads. I came out to work colleagues at McDonald's which from the start
people was very supportive and by May I was out to my Brother and my Dad which
again was massive, within two months I presented as female to one of my closes
friends and even went for a drive on the same day. Within less than six months I soon was out
and about in Blackpool for the illuminations and spent a few hours in Coral
Island and went for a walk, So I also thought I would share my experiences to
help other Bi-Gender people and see how I progressed on my journey.
(I've put random pictures not in order of my journey)
Since then we have laugh, cried and now going through a new
journey of me transitioning to female and the best part of this journey is that
we have witnessed this not just from start but before the beginning and this
new year we will see more and more things that I will be going through as I
change hopefully physically.
It doesn’t end there I’m planning on making massive changes
on here also, bringing more and better content. This time next year my goal is
to have something set in stone to when I will start living my life the way it
should as female. It could be sooner but I highly doubt it but one thing I’ve
learnt in these two years is never say never.
I think looking back to how I looked I will say how proud I
am of my journey but most of all I think what the fuck was I wearing or why did
I do my makeup this way, but hey to be old and wise you need to be first young
and stupid!
I remember the first picture I did was for a laugh as
someone I worked with looked like she was plastered in fake tan but gone wrong,
I think if her hair was green she would have almost resembled an Umpa Lumpa,
which I suppose was a good thing as I’ve never been a person to take things
seriously so it brought me to do my first ever picture as female. I think that
must have been a young and dump thing at the time as before then and to now I
think she is extremely attractive, just too young for me... Unfortunately, with me age is important so two years younger than me is too young.
I bought some foundation it was in a set from lightest to
darkest and I thought for a laugh let’s do the darkest, the funniest thing was
it got rid of any signs of stubble, compared to now… but made me look
ridiculous, I didn’t blend at all, which was pointed out by a few people but
hell it was a laugh but my first step.
The other thing was to run this blog alongside of my gaming
blog but within a couple of months I knew I had to sort my image out as I was
nowhere near ready really to set foot in the world as female, I suppose when I
went Blackpool I wasn’t but it was only for a drive which turned to needing the
loo then to spending time out. Anyway, I started to mainly concentrate on
clothing as I felt at that time my makeup was okay, as I was getting loads of
compliments and no bad criticism, but as I kept looking and looking I started
to fall in love with fashion and soon within a year makeup. I wasn’t playing
games, as they started to pretty much bore me as I became a social gamer so
gaming alone wasn’t for me fun and I didn’t really have people to play with
often. I was spending around 10-15 hours looking at makeup and fashion blogs
and youtube to name a few. Now I spend a lot less maybe between 4-6 hours…
maybe a bit more when the new season stuff come out, looking at fashion and
makeup as now I have a much better idea of how I want to look.
When I first started I had no idea and I suppose like most
people I was naive to hell, I had not many clothes it was just band shirts etc.
Then came the dresses that had no shape to them…At all!
But in two years I’ve come along way and now I have a look... Ish where I’m
more comfortable with makeup and have moved on from the cheap stuff that wasn’t
working well on me to now trying the more premium brands such as MAC, Dior,
Urban Decay etc, they’ve not all worked to be honest but it’s the stage that I’m
at where I’m trying to test what will work as we all know with makeup that it
doesn’t work for everybody.
My style of the way I present with clothes has change, I
still don’t have enough and I mean this literally not just the saying “A girl
can never have enough clothes.” I’m still trying to get that perfect dress or
that perfect combination of jumpers and pants which I don’t really like wearing
as I wear them as male and don’t like them. I need different collaboration of
footwear not just over the knee boots and suede.
Anyways that it for this post I would like to thank everyone
for reading and your support it seems like only yesterday I started this blog and so
much has change and I feel for the better, I can’t wait to post about my new
journey that I’ve embarked on and share the outcome and we can share the
laughter, bad times and everything else.
Thanks again
Xx
Next planned posts;
August 2015-2016 Part Four
Footwear
Makeup: Part 4 (This will happen when August
2015-2016/footwear has finished)
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