August 2015-2016: Inspiration
When I left the last post of August 2015-2016 which I’m
doing it was life changing for me as I travelled to my own town as
female shopping with my best friend Vicky, I also went to Manchester shopping and had my first make over. Where soon I realised that I’m not Bi-Gender but transgender and my new path is to
transition to female and when the time is right to live full time as female.
Okay now is a good time to go grab a snack and drinks as
we’re starting this part of August 2015-2016 Part in March.
March wasn’t a busy month for me compared to January and
February, but it was when I started to get back into gaming but was where I was
presenting as female whist gaming mainly. Again it was a chilled month.
On the 13th March I tried my first ever bodycon
dress. It isn’t something I will go out wearing as of yet but I will be doing at
some point... maybe. One main reason is because I don’t really have a good figure but the biggest reason is the
hardest part of male to female is having a nob. I try my best to tuck but with
this type of dress for me is unforgiving and shows everything. So I had to tuck
to the extreme where it was the most uncomfortable experience of my life, I’ve
never worn this dress since then.
If there’s one thing that I love was when my Dad goes to his
girlfriends for a few days, it gave me the chance to be me and not worry and
now I’m at the stage where I want to test makeup and new techniques out and I
came with this look where I don't have to worry about him seeing me as male then as female.
I wore a leather skater dress for this and decided to do
something a little different with my hair. The lighting I got for me makes this
picture so much better.
That was pretty much it
for March April was better for me. I decided to buy a new dress for an outing
with work, this time it would be longer daylight hours and more people could see me but
returning to the same restaurant I went to for my Xmas outing at Fat Olive. I
decided to look to Amazon for this and found a black dress with a golden belt
and I think it looked awesome.
When the Grand National
was on people was watching it... For me I was practising yet a new look with
makeup and when it comes to pictures I've never look at myself and thought I look
nice, I just think I feel better as it’s who I am, but this one I felt I looked
good, I felt this is me much.
24 April I went to works night out again presenting as
female and it was a great night, I had no trouble, and it got to a point at the
bar where they knew what drink I wanted which was a double vodka and coke, then again
it’s not every day you get a 6 foot manly women coming to eat.
Unfortunately, it was plain sailing from there and I got
busy with work and the weather for me was too sticky so I only presented as
female a couple of times till sparkle, which I’m going to leave it till to the
next post. During this time although I didn’t present as female I met more
people on facebook and I soon started to get inspired by them. One is Chloe.
Every time I've messaged Chloe she has got back to me and has helped me a few times and has told me of her experiences which she has gone through, I was luckily enough to meet her at Sparkle and have a small chat to her which was awesome. I would like to thank Chloe for sharing her experiences with me, letting me mention her and use her pictures on here but most of all thanks for being an inspiration to many like myself.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwnvWIDR6BZFT5q0rYqQrPQ
Chloe 3 years ago
Chloe now
I saw Chloe first on her YouTube page where she speaks about being on HRT (Hormone Replacement Therapy) Her videos are whitty and very informative where soon I came across her Facebook profile where she agreed to befriend me. When she befriended me I looked at her pictures where I was like wow! From where she came from to where she is now is truly inspirational. It made me think to myself what I want and feel is achievable. HRT affects everybody differently as its going through another puberty so who knows what will happen to me when I get to that stage in my journey, all I can say is bring it on.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwnvWIDR6BZFT5q0rYqQrPQ
I’m going to leave it there for this part as sparkle will
make this post extremely long. A big thanks for reading and the next one will
be up soon.
Upcoming Posts;
Makeup (anniversary)
Autumn and Winter footwear (Poll to be done)
Autumn and Winter footwear (Poll to be done)
August 2015-2016; Part 5
Project Posts;
Makeup Challenge (No Date)
Sarah Meets (No Date)
Project Posts;
Makeup Challenge (No Date)
Sarah Meets (No Date)
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