Naive With Summer Blues
Naive definition: Having or showing a lack of experience, judgment, or information; credulous.
Hey All!
This week topic is called: Naive with
Summer Blues. Let’s start off with the word Naive.
Naive
Would I describe myself as being naive since learning about being Bi-Gender? The answer is yes and still am now. The picture that I took from then to now shows it all. The thing is every person in this world is naive when they start something. It can be for anything, blogging, starting a new business, starting work, getting a new home etc the list goes on and this is all down to having the lack of experience in the direction that you are going. You can look it up and really research into it... It helps a lot but when it comes too actually doing when you haven't it will show and as you progress you will get better at doing it.
So me starting out yes I was Bi-Gender but
I was really a guy in a dress and makeup plus wearing a £7 fancy dress wig
(Hate using the word) to now a £80 real hair wig. I would say most people when
they realise who they are and start to change the gender roles they will be the
same, due to the lack of experience and the other things that surrounds the
word naive. As I said in other posts I didn't start off spending big on things
that would change my body, looks, and my face being with makeup and even thing
that would reshape the outline of my body. Which made me naive as I had the
lack of information and experience to do and accomplish the things I have done
now.
First ever picture
16.4.14 
Christmas Eve before going meeting people
for the first time as female
24.12.14
Most recent 19.5.15
Even now I look back at the old pictures of me and think about how
much I've changed to the women I am now, but even though I started to see an
increase of likes in my Facebook profile and other websites I've started to get
more noticed and even now I'm still naive to many things. I now feel sorry to
women now when it comes to the idiotic men that thinking it's okay to sending
you a messages on how much they want to have intercourse with you, some know
about me being Bi-Gender which turns them on and some don't. It's great that
they see beauty and everything but not all females want an easy time with
someone that is desperate... Plus for me I only like females regardless of my
gender so unlucky there. I don't want to be there for you but Redtube is.
(it was a favourite/bookmark on my Ex-girlfriend’s PC browser)
Naive with summer blues
Back onto subject at the moment I'm extremely naive to clothes. I love shopping online and the Wish App has really been helpful to me, but I'm not a summer girl so I have so much lack of information on what to wear in the summer, but I'm always checking blogs, Primania, twitter and looking around shops online. Not had the chance to go out looking for inspiration to what other people are wearing. The only thing that is good is that no one has put their boots away yet, I know anytime soon my boots will have to go into hibernation till September. I know boots will be big over the summer but they're the gladiator boots which I will not be a part of the trend, and I know I love my boots but not for the gladiator range.
As for my clothes I've just bought my first
official summer dress. At the start of the month I spent ages looking on the
Wish App as when it comes to doing new things in this case fashion I will always
try to find the cheapest item of clothing to start off with then spend bigger
if I like where it's going. So I bought a few items. A black floppy (which has
been in for over a year and all seasons also this was off eBay) some sunglasses (Black frame and
big) which I've never worn in my life even as male.
The Dress is weird as people on my Facebook have messaged me
saying they like the skirt... Yeah its part of the dress. I suppose the reason
why it looks like a dress is due to it comes with a belt, which matches the
lower part giving it the skirt illusion. The top part of the dress is very
plain but that does give me the opportunity to add to it. So a jacket maybe ? Other accessories to make it look less boring? I put black tights and knee boots
with them. They are the ones which has a bow on the side for detail, probably
the hardest boots I have to walking also. I also styled my hair slightly differently with
a sweeping fringe, I think it's called. It's a start and apart from
shoes and the other items I mentioned I think I'm going in the right direction
might just take a month or two... Or when summer is over.
Overall I don't think being Naive is such
a negative word, with me documenting every time I've presented female it has
shown me how far I've come to where I am now, even though I still feel that I’m
still on the learning path I know that my experiences will change and from the
pictures I think many of you might agree I’m on the right path.
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